Sometimes I feel like I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I feel like all of the past pain that I used to forgive just doesn’t feel forgivable anymore and every day I just feel hurt and angry inside.
I’m angry that I spent so many parts of my life, abused and neglected it hurts that I can’t always speak what’s on my heart, especially to those who I love. I stopped having friends because it all feels like too much. I struggle because their parts of me that feels so happy to be restarting and to see all the wonderful things happening in my life while still grieving all of the people that I’ve loved that aren’t here with me. Its strange yo always be surrounded yet always feel so isolated
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